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June 29 注射器
June 25 我又回不去了
毕业典礼是无聊的,我讨厌套话,领导们,你们能像正常人那样通过语言向我们表达你的情感和心智吗?你的帽子是真的吗?你的法师袍是在裁缝店定做的吗?这个过程的每一处在慌乱、仓促中滑过。学院精神在这些年后终于在这个奇怪的地方只剩下这个壳。 好吧,这学校“培育着可能与不可能”的四年时光我是回不去了。它会在我的脑中占据一块空间,越来越模糊,但这块空间会一直占着。当它越来越模糊,留下真空,我会难过和心慌。我当然知道“永远向前挪动不要回头看”,可是,你总能做到吗。 听歌听歌!(其实只能看) 克洛里小分队 “要谨慎的避开”他说 过去没有想象中的可惜 去克洛里了,就要去克洛里了 “带上我好吗”他说 过去没有想象中的可惜 去克洛里了,就要去克洛里了 喂喂,123,windows live writer试用中这个软件,可以帮你离线编辑Space条目并发布,这样比较稳妥,不会发丢了。
测试三:笨微软模仿Google开发的插入地图的功能(基本没用) May 08 这也许能帮我说清最近眼中的一些现象某些细胞像纽约的北京 和 它的新生代小孩儿 Underground rising
There was an empty beer keg on the stage. Nothing strange for a drab bar near a major university filled with thirsty students, you'd think. Still, the keg was covered in slogan stickers and resting on its rim was a pair of drumsticks. A tattooed, pigtailed young girl was fussing around with a range of instruments including a drum kit and an organ but it was the keg that piqued my interest.
It was the first "rock" show I had attended in Beijing and I was drawn by the name of one of the acts on the bill. "You'll like these guys," a friend said. "They're called Car Sick Cars, they're shoe-gazers."
To me, "shoe-gazers" translated as earnest Chinese kids aping The Smashing Pumpkins. I had ignorantly assumed that Beijing bands played the kind of music that the West had moved on from. We walked in when Car Sick Cars had already started their set and to my relief these weren't whining grunge wannabes with predictable hang-ups. The three-piece were playing a cerebral brand of punk that demands a closer listen in the half-filled bar those on the dance floor were swaying, not jumping pogo style. In the songs you could hear Sonic Youth, The Velvet Underground and The Pixies; borrowed sounds spat out by kids hungry for something new.
But it was the next act featuring the ink-armed girl with her empty keg that did the damage. The guitarist from Car Sick Cars was the other member of the two-piece, known as White, and they proceeded to make the kind of gloomy experimental racket that confuses as many as it captivates. Half of the already sparse crowd evacuated the club.
A few days later I returned to the venue, D-22, to talk with the former New Yorker and part-owner Michael Pettis and English expat bar manager Charles Saliba. It was only early but tracks by Interpol, Soft Cell, Buddy Holly and Pavement were already booming from the speakers. I read somewhere that Pettis had declared 2007 to be the year Beijing "breaks".
"This (year) will be big because a lot of bands came into their own in 2006, and a few of them are starting to get international attention."
Pettis believes that China's bands can go toe-to-toe with anyone in the world. And he is comparing what is happening in Beijing to some of rock'n'roll's most important periods.
"Part of what's happening in Beijing, and this is a little bit similar to London in 1977, 1978 and New York around that time, is that the categories are falling apart because you've got guys that are not doing straight punk, straight metal or straight this or that, but they've got various projects and they're really messing it up."
The late-1970s in London and New York produced a bunch of acts that many current artists call major influences. The Sex Pistols, Joy Division, Television, The Ramones, The Clash, The Stooges, Blondie and the New York Dolls were just a few of the groups to emerge from the two key scenes. Not all of these bands enjoyed commercial success but nonetheless created an enviable legacy.
Part of the reason Pettis believes that Beijing may one day be listed beside these two scenes in terms of ground-breaking music is that some bands in China's capital work together to avoid being pigeon-holed.
"Ultimately, the most interesting music tends to be category busting. You look at a band like the Car Sick Cars and their leader is also part of White. The other two members of Car Sick Cars are in a band called Snapline which is completely different."
Pettis said that the Beijing acts he promotes are not positioning themselves to threaten the domestic commercial dominance of Mandopop. In fact, he says there is no point comparing mainstream crooners to what's being played at his club.
"The most interesting stuff happening in Beijing is in the same ballpark as the most interesting stuff anywhere and it has no more to do with commercial music as Sonic Youth has to do with Britney Spears."
Impact isn't measured in dollars and cents alone. Increased international press coverage is raising hopes that local bands may be able to find larger audiences than those who rotate within the local club circuit.
And it seems that ears around the globe are already beginning to prick up. German avant garde luminary Blixa Bargeld has already worked with White; meanwhile electronic pioneer Brian Eno played keyboards on the debut EP of local post-punk outfit Retros, who are currently touring the United States. The latter is being touted as having huge overseas potential by their record company, Modern Sky,
"Retros are going to be the first ones to break the international stage, I have gotten a lot of great feedback from the international press and music lovers," said Modern Sky's label manager Jin Huimeng.
Jin added that another group on Modern Sky's roster, Beijing rock stalwarts Joyside, are about to begin a European tour. Also, Wuhan punks, SMZB, are also set to play dates across Germany, Austria, Sweden and Norway.
"The scene here compared with five years ago is a lot different, you can find bands that are playing a lot more different music and the quality of the bands can stand on an international stage."
With overseas interest comes big label interest and money. At the moment, the fledgling underground scene seems comprised of young artists willing to collaborate with each other rather than compete for the keys to major record company coffers.
Still, Charles Saliba says that the local scene is a long way off surrendering its artistic integrity to the demon dollar. If anything, he says a drizzle of cash could have a positive effect.
"Financially there is nothing in it so these artists have to love their art or their craft," he said.
"The only problem I see is if labels sign bands to restrictive deals where they can no longer play whatever they want. But I think we're far away from that, the attention may come but I don't think that will immediately bring money."
Certainly, Modern Sky says that its CDs aren't exactly flying off the shelves. In order to support local artists from a variety of genres, the label has pursued alternative avenues for revenue.
"In 2003, we almost closed down but after that we learned how to survive in this market. Now we make money from working with other brands such as iPod or Levis that kind of sponsorship," Jin said.
Credibility, it seems, is currency for Modern Sky and while domestic radio stations might prefer safe pop to the Beijing underground, youth-orientated marketers are looking to be associated with edgier brands that offer something different.
"That money that we get from those relationships can allow us to invest in the artists but in the end we just break even," Jin said.
Indeed, Pettis argues that while Beijing bands may not sell out stadiums in the foreseeable future, some of the music being created here now may later be widely regarded as important work. So, even if half of the bar walks out of a performance it may be a small sacrifice in the pursuit of originality.
"When I was running a club in the early 80s in New York, the people we were working with, people like Sonic Youth and John Zorn and Elliot Sharpe and Swans, I knew that 20 years from then they were going to be legendary figures and the people we're working with now in Beijing I am as certain that what they are doing will be remembered in 20 years' time."
(China Daily 04/05/2007 page18) March 19 寻找心与梦的历史
不知怎么回事,一下子想去寻找在南京存在过的那些人和事儿。七八点、PK14、冯卓麟,还有。。。 死气沉沉的城市也有生机勃勃的青年。 这片土地上,存在过真正有趣的人、存在过真正有见识的人。 琴行里学Bass的女孩,她真好,她知道她想要什么。
我还活着吗? 当然。我还能打字。乘我还有最后一口气。 我是我的脑、我的记忆。 http://yaogun.com/artist/select_nanjing.htm February 26 25岁自杀俱乐部亲爱的朋友,是否觉得活得不带劲儿?欢迎参加25岁自杀俱乐部。
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January 29 “金陵文脉”今天坐车回家的时候,公共汽车里在放一个关于南京图书馆的纪录短片,制作的不错,介绍了南图百年来的风雨历程。
回家查了一下,这个系列节目叫做“金陵文脉”,由南京电视台制作,它每集只有五分钟。目前已经拍了100集了(可能更多),发行过四张DVD。而且,这是两年前的事了。我真孤陋啊~ 经过搜索发现,南京电视台的网站上可以在线收看其中的30集:
推荐你看的理由:
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(2005-02-08 06:12:44) 【南京日报报道】 (记者 邢虹)为了展现南京这千年古都的风韵,展示她丰厚的文化底蕴及人文精神,南京市委宣传部、南京广播电视台联合摄制的电视系列片《金陵文脉》,已于2004年播出30集,受到社会各界好评。应广大观众的要求,该系列片现已扩展为100集,将从2005年2月9日(大年初一)起,每晚在南京电视台新闻综合频道黄金时间隆重推出,其他6个频道也将滚动播出,给南京市民送上一份节日的文化大餐。 《金陵文脉》是南京首次对历史文化景点进行大规模、系列化的集中拍摄展示。全片采取节目主持人讲故事的方式进入,用一种探寻历史的眼光描述南京的历史文化遗存,以充沛的激情、生动的语言、细腻的眼光引领观众,在古都南京的历史文脉里,品味其中博大精深的中华文化底蕴。《金陵文脉》每集为5分钟,各自独立成篇,又相互联系。全片画面优美,制作精良,饱含历史的厚重与时代的沧桑,展现南京的历史名胜、名人轶事,借抒怀古之幽情,融会贯通历史,勾勒出南京的文脉流向,抒发对南京的热爱之情。 《金陵文脉》的选题从秦淮河畔有人类活动的踪迹如汤山古猿人洞、湖熟古文化遗址始,到春秋、三国、东吴、东晋、南朝、五代、明、清、太平天国、中华民国至今,前后时间跨度长达数十万年之久,涉及到古城南京的各个重要历史时期。 下面这个链接,是当时“瞩目南京”活动的专题站,有一些扩展的内容。
January 23 前天又做了一组怪梦,记录如下:
2. 这个梦还有个后续的梦,我梦见一所小学里在做游戏,玩法是:每个小孩发一把霰弹枪,老师说:“you are born, so you are free”,然后同学们就开始互相射击。被击中的人倒下。 3. 还有和同学在饭馆吃饭,他请我,却是我付钱。因为他先溜了! 还有好些,记不清了… 刚才在宿舍洗澡的时候突然想起...
以前住在后宰门的时候,家里淋浴用的莲蓬头挺猛的,可以喷洒出粗壮的水滴。我洗澡时喜欢把耳朵遮上,眼睛闭上,听水流击打在头骨上的声音。那声音挺奇特,我叫它“宇宙之声”。这时候我会摒住呼吸,什么都不想。我好象相信这样做可以带来好运。
说到这里我又想起小学的时候,我甚至相信听仙剑奇侠传的音乐会给我带来好运。小学里的最后一场考试,考前好象有两周没课(?)。其中有几天,我就在家里啥也不干,猛听那些音乐。 January 12 old stuff 8他们挂起了彩灯
在路的两旁在夜里 他们说:celebrate! 可是有什么好庆祝的呢 最后的时候
他们发射烟花 在天空爆炸 很好看 我在宿舍里想 这样的夜真可爱 咱们来庆祝吧 于是买来了花生和飞碟炒面 还在琴上乱拨两下 可是烟花是不能握在手心里的
夜晚也不能握在手心里 我也明白 来到这个世界 我只能做一件事 穿越时空 并且眼睁睁的看着
身边的人和眼前的光 不断的不断的 被丢在记忆中 牵着念想 过去的时光
是停留在了光阴的某处 还是停留在了记忆里 当记忆老去时 它们消失 所有包裹我的现实
严峻的 它们的真实性都可疑 时空变迁 它们会解体成昏黄的光影 伴着回声跌入深渊 所有虚幻的理论和念想 在穿越的旅程中 会是我的伴 直到最后 old stuff 7 - 在水面的下面把自己丢到河里
然后睁开眼皮 阳光照亮的水底 浮起好多小气泡 水流湍急 我在水下抓鱼吃
同时向前漂 我在水下睡觉 同时向前漂 就想呆在水面的下面 的我也没有被淹死 奇怪的是 不管我漂到哪里 总能看见你 在岸上同一个地方打转 old stuff 6 - 疼当一个人经受疼痛时,豆大的汗珠从头上流下,ta会想:
我能做什么?所有我能做的只是忍受。我为什么在这个疼痛中?我想在另一个地方,我想在海边的沙滩上,远离疼痛,晒着太阳,喝着柠檬汁。
我为什么要忍受这疼痛?它来自我的身体。哦!我的身体,它给了我舒适,也给了我疼痛。它给了我生命,也给了我死亡。它给了我智慧,给了我舞动的力量,也把我困在这床上,动弹不得。
哦!我的身体啊!你给了我魔法般的一切,却将把我毁灭。
我经过的一生,还会有这样的疼痛吗?我会在疼痛中窒息般的死去吗?这是我无法知道的。
可是眼前这疼痛,如此的刺痛我。透过它我看见了我的阴界,所有的熟悉事物成了另一种颜色。疼痛让我明白健康的可贵。它让我想站在自己的双脚上,自由的迈着步子。它让我想去做事,很多很多事!
疼痛再次由神经传送到我的脑,这是怎样一种感觉。尽管将疼痛发送给我,它不舒服,但是,我可以品尝它。
请猜:这篇小文中一共用了多少“哦”,多少“啊”? old stuff 5 - 记一个梦梦见一个女孩 我不认识她 但她认识我 长长的窗外 爬满了藤蔓 窗外横着一座士坡 太阳划过傍晚的天空 落在士坡的另一边 old stuff 4 - 铁皮机器我睁开眼时,世界是一具扭曲的铁皮机器,有许多的扭曲的管道,将它的各部分相连。据说它曾经正常的运行过,可是当我睁开眼时,它早已完成了自身的扭曲。
小时候只知道玩,学的是一张单薄的纸。我信以为真,做着单薄的梦,相信世界就是那样单薄。
我住在我的铁皮房子,每天在门口领一份牛奶和报纸。每天穿过铁皮的管道去上学。报纸上十年如一日的没有提铁皮机器的事儿,看了我也安心了。
可是有一天铁皮密探的出现,改变了这一切。那天我在家门口取完牛奶和报纸,回头时,他已经坐在我家里了。他给我划了一个圈,说,在这个圈里,你干什么都行,可是不许出这个圈,踏出一步,就有你好看。
我一直没好意思和人说在家里被一个铁皮人划了圈的糗事。可是自从那次,总觉得周围的人行动有些怪异。特别是他们在舞台上跳舞的时候,动作总是僵硬的,像是生怕出了幅度的界限。
莫非… old stuff 3 - “因为我死了”有时当我醒来,觉得自己在两个世界间穿梭。
脑中好几次闪过这样的情景: 我留恋的所有美好时光,被封在一个大水晶柱子里。我抱着这只柱子,看着里面的光景,舍不得松手。可是最后还是松了手,因为我死了:P old stuff 2 - 梦想间距梦想与现实的距离
就像一只鸡蛋与月球的距离 为了消灭这样的距离,鸡蛋准备了两个方案:
方案一:动用自己全部的智慧和活动能力,混入一只去月球的飞行器 方案二:为自己寻找一只地球、一只太阳,并发现自己身上的陨石坑,把自己变成月球 old stuff 1 - 三个故事1 Lost in TV
一阵电光闪过…
“电视机遭雷霹啦!” 不知道谁吼了一声,我跑出来一看,果然,电视屁股后面冒出一般青烟。打开电源,电视机开始唱歌:“瓦吃吾吃~ 哎嘎嘎嘎”,我就知它完蛋了,一定是信号解调器被闪电击坏了。我随便选了个台,屏幕上出现大大小小的红点、绿点和蓝点,跑来跑去,像显微镜下的微生物。 电视的音箱里发出了强劲的白噪声,高频刺耳,低频不断考验着我的心脏。 这下好了它再也不能说谎不能烦我了,我坐在沙发上,悠闲的想着。广阔电波世界中,被电视解调的只是极小的部分。还有来自外太空的电磁波,军方的通讯电波。此刻它们都变成了声音图像,以我不能理解的方式展现着。 语言迷雾换成了电波迷雾,啊哈! 2 “Xxxx” 看到了一条趣味十足的头版新闻,因为今天放在门口的报纸有点特别。很多字句的碎片,大小不一的字体,被拼贴在一起。原来今天报纸在递送过程中被狗咬了。送递员与恶狗搏斗了半个小时,终于从狗嘴里夺下了奄奄一息的报纸。
为了不影响报纸的可读性,送递员同志花了好一番苦心,特效门诊没被咬得留着,“Xxx”被咬一半,剩下的一半还是还以用地。经过一番筛选和优化组合后,被贴在一张大纸上。最后这报纸就变成了我现在看到的样子。 3 健身房里的运动健将
地球的转动的动力实际上来自一位运动健将。他一直呆在地心的健身房里,踩着一台动力装置,像踩自行车那样。有一天他坐反了,脚下一发力,觉得特轻松,于是猛踩起来。 这样地球就发生了倒转,下午结束了是上午,上午过完了是清晨。这个没多久大家也习惯了。 可是在我大学毕业之后的假期里,我收到了一所高中的录取通知书。觉得有些奇怪,可是我的同学们也录续收到了录取通知。报纸上说,同时又有一批本科生结束了工作进入大学学习。 这似乎有点怪,大学上完了要去中学,中学结业要去小学。可是大家都这么来,我只好把疑点藏在心里。 走进高中的那一天,我挺开心的。有三年时间,可以选听些自己感兴趣的课。我这时大概已经忘记了高中课程的枯燥。地理生物物理历史化学都要学一学,不明白的地方要和老师辩一辩。其它时间尽可用来看书睡觉。 哦,爱捣鼓合成器和鼓机的那个家伙也在我们班上,这下有意思了。 突然接到一个电话,运动健将打来的,他说他不想踩了,我说别呀,他又说其实是写他踩地球的那个人不想写了他也没办法,没容我多说,电话那头“咕吱咕吱”的踩动声就这么停了。 我打算把库存的旧货们破烂们都贴上来,大概有十条吧。 |
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